I wasnt scared. I wasnt tired, emotional or confused. I was just walking. On this quest but not really looking for anything but knowing what I was looking for. It was peaceful and the colors were so vivid and bright.
I passed fields of flowers in bloom and I bent down to smell one and the aroma was so overwhelming and sweet. I was walking down a dirt lane in a farm field and smelled fresh lavender. I was passing by blooming cherry trees and lilacs. I was at a pier at sunset and the sunset took over the sand with color..
Then I woke up lying in a ditch feeling exactly the opposite as I had just felt-I felt like the entire world was laying on my chest and I couldnt move as i was so exhausted. I felt like the worst hangover youve ever had - completely uncomfortable, my hair hurt and my skin crawled. As I lay there, not being able to move, I thought of nothing. My mind was completely blank like everything I had just witnessed walking through the world never existed. I just lay there with a blank mind and an empty soul.
When I actually woke up this morning I layed there and thought about both those feelings. I dont have any comments on it and am not good at reading into dreams but hours later I still feel mighty weird. Different.
Maybe I am