I looked around today and thought - man am i blessed. I have a job - a good one. I have the most amazing friends- and a bunch of them. My grandparents are still arguing every Sunday - thank you. My brother is still my brother with whom I love a ton. I have a house thats comfortable and convenient. I have a life really. Some people cant say that. Im feeling really thankful the last couple days more so than usual. I had a really special year. My heart is healing. And Im blessed to hold some of the most heartfelt and loving memories not only in my head but in my heart.