I had a conversation today that made me realize that I am cynical......but only in my personal life. Not in my work life.
Here is the definition -
cyn·i·cal/ˈsinikəl/Adjective
1. Believing that people are motivated by self-interest; distrustful of human sincerity or integrity.
Even looking at it now makes me uncomfortable. Am i really this person sometimes........yep
On a grander note - I had a lot of success with work today, had lunch at a dear friends by the lake and a glass of Girard Sauvignon Blanc, had sushi with my bros girlfriend tonight, 2 glasses of Crossings Sauvignon blanc (which is really great wine, zesty, zingy and crispy on the end- great pairing to a scorching hot day), watched the sunset and now am going to eat ice cream and study.
Its also Emilys 7th birthday today - I called her tonight and she told me she got a pink sleeping bag and clothes. She said she had pizza and cake. She sounded excited and happy and so much older than 7!
Disheveled would be the word of the day if there was one
Favorite part of the day - a conversation about stress with a customer Nicci. the only time I may have relaxed today and not looked at my phone
although i search myself - theres always someone else i see