Have you ever looked at yourself in the mirror and looked inside. Not at your reflection. At the insides of your eyes. I did this morning. I looked into what i thought was me and it wasnt me. Or at least what I want to be. It was scary as hell and the devil himself. I vowed to move forward with a new step, a new connection, a new smile.
So here I am - me. Oh and off the subject I looked older then I thought too. That seriously made me disappointed. Where did those lines come from? where did the eye sadness come from? Man i need to get my eyebrows waxed too!
So back on track - here I am 6 days before christmas, looking at myself in the mirror with new expectations, looking at the insides of my soul (or I think I am anyway) and Im sad that Here I am again. WOndering and wishing and questioning?
Whats my next step- We will see - I know one thing - its all about me. and my health. Oh and Im going to travel like crazy next year.
I wont be able to top this year - it was so amazing that my heart still skips a beat - but I will try to - and enjoy every single second.
the best is yet to come
So here I am - me. Oh and off the subject I looked older then I thought too. That seriously made me disappointed. Where did those lines come from? where did the eye sadness come from? Man i need to get my eyebrows waxed too!
So back on track - here I am 6 days before christmas, looking at myself in the mirror with new expectations, looking at the insides of my soul (or I think I am anyway) and Im sad that Here I am again. WOndering and wishing and questioning?
Whats my next step- We will see - I know one thing - its all about me. and my health. Oh and Im going to travel like crazy next year.
I wont be able to top this year - it was so amazing that my heart still skips a beat - but I will try to - and enjoy every single second.
the best is yet to come
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